First of all, 805 followers. Wow, just wow. When I first started this blog I never thought I'd be so interesting to have this many people read what I have to say. Wow I just love you all :)
Being 18 brings responsibilities, I suppose.. I finish college in June and then I have no safety really, I'm in to the big world, and as I have chosen to go straight in to theatre, rather than learning about theatre in university, I'll have to get a full time job to be able to do this, and then that's just going in to work and earning money for myself, which sounds great but it'll be hard, I mean I've had it easy at college. Performing arts course, I'm just doing what I love with people I love every single day. Work will be very different.
It would be so much easier to go back to those days when the only things you were scared of were the monsters under your bed, or getting in trouble for drawing sunflowers on the walls.
I found this photo of me when I was little, some of you may be a bit like "why is she posting this?" but piczo is the only place I can really share my feelings.
This photo means a lot to me, see that man in the background? That is the greatest man I know. My idol and hero in so many ways, no one will ever come close to the relationship I had with him, other than my father, but the relationship I had with my Grandfather was special, he meant so much to me.. and when he died. well no one tells you how hard it is do they? Everything was so gloomy when he died, it was like it rained all the time and there was nothing you could do. Even though I was about 9, the day I was told he had died will stay with me forever. It's hard now, because I can't even remember his voice.. Love you always Granddad :)
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yeah growing up can suck. but we should enjoy the ride :)
u were so cute! u still arex
and congrats!!!!
u deserve iy.
You were so adorable as a baby! And you grew up to be a beautiful girl ^^ In my opinion growing up is scary, and also overrated. Me personally, I am never gonna grow up, I made a decision. Who can make me? :)
<3
omg ... you make me cry :(
my grandmother died last mount. I can not yet assimilate and now I read this about no longer remember his voice... sometimes all that makes us stronger.
in my opinion: Growing up is hard but the experience is unforgettable !
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such cute baby picture :)
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You're so cute :D
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Against NP!
When you opened this pile of garbage it destroyed a part of my childhood. You built a buggy website full of miserable teen-aged girls pulling dick faces. You got rid of everything that was unique to Piczo. And what does it offer now that any other blogging service does? Nothing. You destroyed a healthy community of creative youths to get cash from joint advertising with Stardoll. Such loyalty to your customers and crew! I'd prefer a old 2004 version of Piczo this disgrace!
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ah wow you're so amazing! and your hair omg (L)(L), i followed and hyped, if you had time could you follow and hype me? just i dont have many followers? xox
Aw that's so sweet:')
@Piczoreblic: You're stupid, go away.
I need to start replying to all of you because everyone always leaves such lovely comments and it's so boosting to read :')
@Khloecruise - you are such a lovely girl!! You've commented on my posts from almost the beginning like everyone, guys follow her, she's awesome!!
@-blogylove - you are so, so, soooo right!! Who the hell can tell us what to do? if we want to be young forever then let's bloody do it!!
@inloveracho - I'm sorry for making you cry! :( dealing with a death, who's so close to you, is one of the hardest things in life, possibly the hardest! If you ever need any one to talk to girl then message me :)
@sbobs - hello! haha
@floraldresses - awh you're so sweet thank you :) will follow you guuuurl.
@SheLovesTheSun - Thank you! :D
@EncoreDancer66 - of course I will :) welcome to piczo!
@Lara-Loopz - of course I will! Thank you :)
@Piczorepublic - don't be such an asshole! It's not a "disgrace" it's their blog, meaning it's their life. it's not yours is it? Why don't you make your own blog and rant about how much you hate piczo and see how many people will put comments on your posts saying how they hate you? ;)
@VirtualNotebook - wow thank you! I was so nervous about dying my hair!! Welcome to Piczo :D
@insomniaclover - Omg wow thank you! :) Of course I will :) everyone has to start off somewhere :)
@RubyDouglas12 - Thank you :)